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Interesting blog, wondering what my fascination with blogs in other languages besides English is for.

Self update

I just wanted to write a few sentences to update this. This blog is supposed to be mainly for dream experiences that I have then recall in the morning and write down or voice record. So I just woke up from this one dream in which I was at some kind of small gasstation store. I have been having some interesting thought concepts and theories lately but I don't feel like writing them right now because it feels like putting too much information. One of the things that does seem pretty kool is that typing on here is like programing my own reality, which in turn brings the movie and concept of the matrix to mind. Not going to start reviewing movies on here, just thought I should mention it.

Blue liquid Feels like a movie trailer

At some kind of bar, Woman bartender, I'm sitting at the right edge of the bar. Feels like a futuristic city. I get these three four or five little bottles of blue liquid. Start to smell them, put them on my hands, my neck, drink one bottle gone. I stand up, turn around, woman walking by from my right to left, I breath out , its a kind of smoke. I look at her, she morphs into a different looking woman, I sit back at the bar to get back to a stable mindset. I look in my pocket for some sprite bottles, I get up ask where the gambling place is, reach into my pocket and pull out what looks to be three or four pennies and a spheric shaped rock. To my left there are hats with four leaf clovers on them, I decide this must be the place, I walk into the shop to my right, Inside there is a suit with no human face, I give him the contents of my hand. Words were exchanged, specific words not recalled at present. As I awake I cycle through multiple peoples faces morphing into there fears, feels like a movie trailer.

Karma

Watching a dog chew on a bone, think of karma how dogs so enjoy meat now having to chew bone, I look at a human reading a paper, think of karma how humans so enjoy intelligence now having to read paper.

Kingwood College

Here I am in Kingwood Lonestar college, typing away at a computer in the middle of the hallway, while an art galerry is going on behind me. $5 they said I need to enter, but i dont have it., so i sit here ty1201 Lake Woodlands Dr, The Woodlands, TX 77380 (The Woodlands Mall) ing away wow how did that get up there a finger slip and it posts by itself allmost like a magic trick./

Past

Thinking of the past 11 years. I turn 21 this year.
Working of visual memory and recall, Goal is to be able to recall a moment at will, the full visual, the words on a page or the exact words spoken by a person.
AT present, Imaginary conversations fill my mind, quieting them and experiencing the world that is outside of my mind, fully. Then setting up times for meditation and self observation, at present I know I can experience, create, make, live, see, hear, feel, other realities. Astral realities, cyberspace realities.
Working on centering myself and my goals, the matrix is vast. Stopping the entertainment of unwanted thoughts. Specifically sexual fantasies that lately have been taking up a large portion of my consciousness.

memory

you know, after writing this, and reading over it. There are alot of parts that I dont recall, its a good thing that i wrote them down as soon as i wokeup and had the dream fresh in my memory, I am still trying to figure out if these things will happen in the future or if, they are alternate realities that I will not experience again.